Writer's Block: Born this way

If you were a cross-breed between two animals, what animals would they be, and why?

it would be a wolf and a panther, Half wolf because i absolultey love them, and their way of life, their a strong and sophisticated animal, and half panther because at my school our mascot is the Panther, also because of their feline reflexes added onto the wolves hunting abilities, would make an amazing combination. it would probably look pretty cool too :) 

Writer's Block: Say goodbye to Kansas, Dorothy

If you woke up surrounded by doctors who told you that you'd been in a medical experiment since birth and that your entire life had been a dream, how do you think you'd react?

at first id be suprised, and a little scared. probably faint from the shock, that my whole life, and everything that had happened to me was just a dream. but then i'd pull a facade of not caring while secretly locking the memories up in the back of my mind for only me to reach.

Writer's Block: Collect 'em all

Do you collect anything? If so, what do you collect, and what made you start your collection?

 i collect books, and rocks, i started collecting rocks first, because i used to be facinated, at how something so beautiful could come out of something so small and normal looking. and they were cheap to collect, and the owner of the place i used to goto to get some really pretty ones used to take me to the back and fill my backpack up with a whole load of them. he never worried about the profit he made, He's still at west edmonton mall to this day <3

Books, because from my mother i learned to enjoy reading, and i love re-reading the old classics, that my mom read to me as a kid. Also be cause my room has a whole wall full of book shelves, so i literally have my own library <3

Writer's Block: Merlin revisited

If you were granted unlimited magic powers for just five minutes, what would you do?

     I would preferably heal the sick, and cure the incurable. It may seem like a non-selfish thought, but truthfully im just tired of always hearing about fundraisers for cures that seem like their never gunna happen. We spend billions of tax dollars on this research for many years and yet not even a clue to whether or not a cure is on way, has been told. 
     Truth be told i just wanna help the people who can no longer help themselves because they have spent so much money on these fundraisers that they can't afford the treatment even if it was found. idk if this is selfish or not but i know thats one thing i would definatley do.
another would probably be to magically build BIG free homes and dorms for the homeless. Cause they were once people like us, and just because maybe an addiction or bankruptcy has ruined their life doesnt mean we should look down on them. if it was you wouldn't you want to have some support?


has anyone ever felt like their life was a song they were listening to?
you don't have to feel exactly the same, but ever had a quote from a song that has just made you think i wish i could say that?.

lol.. i'm rambling to myself again. lost in a thought that can't share. i think that's why i started this journal, so that i could at least pretend someone was listening, and thinking the same as me.  another form of a dream diary. only i dont have to hide it. lol...

Goodnight Moon,

              you are my peace. my blanket. my soul. 
              thank you for wrapping your arms around me, protecting me. 
              blindfolding me from the true dangers in the world. For providing me my freedom. 
              for sharing with me your beauty. Goodnight My Moon.
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(Poem) Billiards

This was originaly written by me last summer i promise it is not posted anywhere else i have the original copy on my blackberry, gotta love cellular devices, i got the idea for this poem when my friends pulled me in the middle of a huge fight not understanding that i wanted to be switzerland. and so i was thrown into their chaotic drama. Anyway here it is. please comment and let me know what i can do to make it better, i love advice. :) 


Break me, Shoot me, Bump me, That's all they do.
There is no room for me to flee,
i cannot run and hide, I'm always on the blind side!
I have no control on who i can be!
You move me around, fling into the walls,
You cause me to collapse into a dark hole.
I can't get out I'm stuck it's over
there's nothing left to do but wait till the game is over.

Written by M.Parker 2010/07/14


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16 and pregnant

so i just finished watching 16 and pregnant, the girl ashley made the very difficult decision to give her child up for adoption so she could go to college, i love this show because it really shows people how hard it is to deal with a baby so young in life, though i'm not much older then her, it still opened my eyes enough to know that, i don't wanna have to go through that myself. I feel very concerned for the girls out there in this position. my best friend just recently had a child and did the same as ashley, and i saw first hand her personal distress, and mental battle she went through.

any thoughts?